Just walk away.

I'm telling you, she is more a treasure than you could possibly know. She is not some wholesome, small town girl, or some good for you breath of air. She is a wonderful person with a huge heart and just the beauty a guy only sees once, you know? If there is even the slightest chance you break her heart, please, just for her sake, walk away.

:(

I’ve been fighting the urge to text him and tell him that I miss him.
I don’t want him to know anymore. I wonder if he even misses me at all.
It’s easiest when I don’t see him, i won't deny that. But I just want to be
able to see him without it hurting. I don’t want him out of my life forever.
i don't want him to forget me.

Miss You.

I miss you so, so much that I can't sleep, so much that I can't breathe.
My heart, it skips a beat when I think of you and me.

:)

There is no doubt in my mind that I am in love with you. Everything about you makes me smile, when you hold my hand I never want to let go. When you’re sad I would do anything in my power to make it better. You mean so much to me that it hurts. I would give anything to be with you every second of everyday.





With all these crappy prince charmings,
I'd rather have the frog.

She said ; He Said .

She said ;
I can't promise you perfection,
because that is not who I am.
I can't promise you forever,
because I don't hold fate within my hands.
I can't promise you the sunshine,
because I know there will be rain.
I can't promise you complete happiness;
cause with true love, there comes pain.
I can't promise to always smile,
because life always has a way to make me cry.
I can't promise to always stand strong,
because it's never easy to want to give life another try.

He Said ;
I know you're not perfection.
To me, you're so much more.
I know we may not have forever,
so I treasure every moment with you,
incase another one isn't in store.
Yes, I’d like the sunshine.
But I’ll stand with you through the rain.
Your happiness is my happiness.
So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain.
When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once.
And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry.
It was at that moment I realized,
I wanted to protect you. And always be the
one to wipe the tears from your eyes.
I know that life is difficult, and has given you
more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that's
why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken...
and give you my wings to fly. ♥

She.

She thinks about you nonstop and you're all she talks about.
When she talks to you, she always has that goofy smile and she truly looks happy.
With one hug, you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies.
But at the same time, when she's upset it's usually because of you, but she refuses to see any bad in you.
And no matter how many people try and tell her different, she believes you're perfect for her and worth every second of the wait.
But she's too scared to tell you any of this because she doesn't wasnt to screw anything up and doesn't want to end up hurt.

I've got to say something.

I’ve got to say something, ‘cause I don’t think I’ve made it clear.
I’m in love with you. Powerfully and painfully in love. The things
you do, the way you think, the way you move. I get excited every
time I’m about to see you. You make me feel like I’ve never felt
before in my life. And I can’t let this feeling go.

He ; who will.

There is nothing i want than someone,
someone who can see the pain and sorrow inside my cheerful eyes, knows every hard days behind every smiles.
and listen to every beat of hopes,
that i once thought has lost.
there is nothing more i would ask more than him,
he who will tell me everything is okay.
he who will let loose my wings,
and let me breakaway
and i'm free once again.


6th Febuart, 2011.

One Sky, One Destiny

Thinking of you, wherever you are,

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
...Now I will step forward to realise this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

(c) Original Quotes by Kairi, Kingdom Hearts

Fate,

So it's fate that brought us together,
only to remind us that love is not forever?

I loved You once.

I loved you once: perhaps that love has yet
To die down thoroughly within my soul;
But let it not dismay you any longer;
I have no wish to cause you any sorrow.
I loved you wordlessly, without a hope,
By shyness tortured, or by jealousy.
I loved you with such tenderness and candor
And pray God grants you to be loved that way again.

Because sometimes.

Because sometimes it’s easier to say “I hate you” than, “I miss you, I wish you would call me sometime.” Because sometimes it’s easier to think screw life, screw work, screw everything, than to admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than to say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

Because i know.

He means so much to me. I just wish he knew because when I’m around him,
the sky is a different blue and when he talks to me,
my knees begin to shake.
The last thing I want is another heartbreak.
If he would love me like I love him
I could tell him that I will always be true
but when I try to talk, I just don’t know what to say
because I know he doesn’t feel the same way.

You don't know how hard it is.

I don't understand why God would let us meet
knowing that we could never be together
You don't know how hard it is to get over you....
when every time I see you, my heart begins to smile...

You're Perfect.

You're perfect because everything you do makes me smile. Because every second spent with you is worthwhile. Because when you laugh at me, I laugh too. Because everyone else can see that I'm devoted to you. Because I love your eyes and the way they shine. Because you don't tell lies & you're so cute when you whine. Because when you get mad, you can't hide it. Because, even when you're sad, I can find it. Because the way you hold me sends shivers down my spine. Because your spirits so free & you're just so damn fine. Because I never stop thinking about you. It's not fair. Because you're so perfect, no one else can compare.

I'm sorry ; I can't help Myself.

You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.
I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

I need You.

you remind me of when i was first learning to ride a bike.
i would fall, get back up, wipe of the dirt & put a band aid over the wounds.
I keep falling for you, over and over again.
each time, the same thing happens..i get hurt then immediately get back up & try again.
but i cant simply place a band aid over my heart to relive the pain. i need some help to fix it,
i need you. but youre way too busy chasing after her to notice.

Maybe.

Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe I don't care. I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting too and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you're afraid to. But it all hurts just the same, and in the end, I'm the one that's left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

I want You.

Don't edit yourself. I don't want the half version, the kind you use to make parents adore you. I want you. I want the flaws, the stuttering, the cursing, and the clumsiness. I want it all. I want your bloopers and laughs. I want the awkward...everything. I want your goofy. I want your anger. I want to fight with you. And you to piss me off. I want to frustrate you. Won't you let me? Will you let me in and show me how you operate?

Friends.

Friends are people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends the best times of my life.

Do you miss Him?

Do you miss him at the most happy & fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss him when the world is quiet & you feel alone doesn't mean you love him. You will miss anyone when you're lonely. It's when your life is going great & you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn't there to see the genuine smile on your face & happiness in your life.

Yes, He is the One.

Someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate. The one you can tell all your dreams to and he will never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he is thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, and for the first time in your life, you will believe it.

We're far to young to be versed in such grown up ways

Truth is; we all miss being young. There was no worry about love, or worrying if your hair looked bad. Or if your socks had holes or odd colors.
You never once thought of your best friend cheating with your boyfriend. Never thought you would witness deaths.
All that came to your mind was if you were smart enough to tie your shoe laces. or if your friend would be mad at you for saying something.
Chasing those boys around trying to hug them and of course them running away, Simply because they liked you back..
When we finally realized what life was all about, it was to late because we were already hurting.

I don't understand.

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long,
but cry yourself to sleep at night.
How pictures never change,
but the people in them do.
How you can love so innocently,
but it can turn into anger so quickly.
How your best friend can become your worst enemy.
Or when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.
How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without.
How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same.
How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare.
How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.
How people can erase you from their lives ‘cause it’s just easier then working things out.

Waiting.

I've been waiting for you for years though it seems as soon as we get closer, we just get farther apart. And I want nothing more than to just finally be with you because years are long, and they're even longer without you.

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

And I know that we don't talk much, & sometimes we even walk right by each other in the hall, without saying a word, or looking at each other, but then there's those times when our eyes meet & I realize, deep down, I miss you.



I'd give you my everything, if you gave me yours. I know we tried this a few times,
but that was before. I'm ready if you're ready, and I'm pretty sure I am. I'm waiting for you here, but I don't know how long I can.

Yes, it's YOU.

So there’s this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile, and the way he talks gives me butterflies and just everything about him makes me happy… I love him.



Sometimes, your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

I never really knew you, you were just another friend, but when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try so I fell in love with you and I'll never let you go. I love you more than anything I just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say but just remember one thing.
I love you




I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you.



It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I feel sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, You make me laugh at the unfunniest things, But most of all, you make me love you... When I shouldn't be loving you.

Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.


~ [c] Neil Gaiman

Those special people, the ones you hold dear.

It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence,
and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can
hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love. It changes everything, nothing between
you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it.

I hate how people think after you graduate that we'll never see these people again.
These people are the ones who know us better than anybody else.
We played recess and gym with these kids. We had art and music with them too.
These are the people who we did school projects with and rushed to get our homework done right before class with. These might have also been the kids we made fun of or judged, but when we leave, we'll remember them and we'll miss them. The quiet kid, the shy kid, the outgoing kid and the clown. They all will be missed. Even you!





I just want to hold your hand and maybe listen to stories about your childhood

or what you think of at the end of the day when you're all alone in bed.
Or maybe this is pathetic and all I need to do is get a grip.

Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true.
But it's the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal,
so reasonable, so attainable. You're always close enough to touch, but never
quite close enough to hold and it's enough to break your heart.

Just the smell of summer could make me fall in love.

I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many
who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him, never.
I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it.
Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these in order to make it through.
Besides, no matter what he's done or not done, he had the biggest impact on me this past year.
And I know no matter how many years go by, my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face.